Saturday, September 30, 2023

Love

 Feeling so loved by him ........we fought a lot not more than others less than them but I love him .....

Sometimes I feel that this is just friendship but it's not ,I wanna grow old with you wanna have my family with you wanna be a great person with you wanna be your everything my baby I mean yes I am at that place but again the same thing we can never be together.....as your family will never approve our relationship but yes I will miss you...

Tuesday, September 12, 2023

Jaane dete hai

 In khayalo Mai ab sirf tum ho

Tum se judi har bat hai

Har wo lamha wapas se aa rha hai Jo Mai bita chuki hu tumhare sath

Wo hamara milna phli bar

Ek dusre ko dekhna aur muskurana 

Wo kareeb aa Jana ,wo gahrayi ka feel hona

Tum bikhre the aur Mai sambhali Hui

Tumhe sirf kuchh samay ka sath chahiye tha mujhe umra bhar ka

Tum kuchh aur rishton mai chale gye aur Mai apni duniya Mai khush

Par the to ham ek dusre se jude hue

Kuchh alag tha hamare beech Jo bakiyo Mai nhi tha

Kuchh alag ,jise ek waqt p hamne ek nya naam Diya Naya aayam Diya

Par tum kareeb aaye,itne kareeb koi bhi nhi

Tum aaye...........

Tum mujh Mai rehne lge,Mai tum Mai khone lgi

Sab chhod k tumhare peechhe aane lgi

Sirf tumhare bare Mai sochne lgi

Tum hi the har jagah bs tum

Mere sath Khade ,mujhse jude

Par tumpe kabhi vishwas nhi kr payi tumhare kisse bhi to Kai the awaragi k

Ab apne p gussa aane lga ki kaise rhu tumhre sath

Kya kru Mai kaise samjhau tumko ki tum mujhe dhokha nhi doge 

PR kya dhokha Dena sirf kisi aur rishtey Mai Jana hota hai

Kya mujhe choose na krna dhokha nhi

Kya Mera sath na Dena dhokha nhi

Mazboor itni hu ki tumhe kuchh keh bhi nhi skti 

Tumhari mazboori samajhna chahti hu

Mai to strong hu na.........................

Baki sab kamzor,tum mere sath nhi reh skte 

Tum koshish bhi nhi kr skte 

Kyuki tumhe anjam ka dar hai aur Mai Mai to chali jaungi na pata to hai tumhe

Ki Mai chali jati hu ,wapas nhi aati

Ab purani cheezon se nikli hi thi tumne wohi pahuncha Diya hai

Tumpe vishwas krna shuru Kiya hi tha ki tumne yakeen dila Diya hai ki tum nhi kr paoge

Mana har rishtey ka ant shadi nhi hoti par agar hoti to kitna achha hota

Shayad , shayad hi reh gya hai ab kya bolu tumse

Tumse bol bhi to nhi paungi,tum bhi to majboor ho na


Chalo Jane dete hai fir se 

Ek bar aur jaane dete hai.........